so i

Apr. 5th, 2011 08:40 pm
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officially actually honestly came out to my parents as trans today.

as expected my dad didn't really say anything.
my mom teared up a little-which was nice from her "whatever just get a job" from last year.

now to go track down some reading material/tell the brother.

updates

Feb. 6th, 2011 07:30 pm
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I promise-ish that i'll stop neglecting this journal buuut for now
Updates!

School )

Datingish )

Transition )

Meetings!

Nov. 2nd, 2010 01:36 pm
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My therapist recommended I get in touch with the trans* male professor on campus. I did, via e-mail, and we set up a meeting for yesterday.

Conclusion: oh my god he is amazing and hilarious and I want to be him when I grow up [minus the balding. :p]
He is also on-board with my idea of starting up a group just for the T part of biGL(t)M.
[because we really do need one. supposedly there are 3-4 more trans* people than the two they always talk about *cough*me/C*cough* but but I don't see them. they don't come to meetings, they don't come to events, I can only hope they've joined the FB group.]

Last Saturday [the 30th] I also had a visit from my mother/brother/the boy [<3]. Yeah, seven hours of being called her name? Not good for my mental health. At all. It didn't escalate [from nail-digging-in and hair-pulling-out] only because the boy would have noticed and then would have probably dragged me to the hospital-and he would have been sad and scared and I hate having him worry about me when he shouldn't have to. [he did however drag me around wal*mart and called me "puppy". :D]

*beams* :D

Oct. 19th, 2010 07:34 pm
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Talked to my mom on the phone.
[she apparently didn't think i was into boys-I am, very much so, especially a certain boy who I will be seeing in a week] but anyway, she said:
"so you think you're a boy and you like boys?"
my response of "i like girls to!" was met with confusion.

But but i got permission to use her maiden name as my middle name! :D All I need now is $105 and it'll be official!
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"I was wonderig if you changed your name with your professors and how that will affect your financing?"

Oh, so it turns out my mother has noticed the name change. [I told it wouldn't because it's not a legal name change.]
should be interesting.

hey mom

Aug. 18th, 2010 05:07 pm
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my breasts aren't going to be saggy when i'm 50? know why? 'cause they're not going to be there when i'm 50.

[not looking forward to bra shopping no no no no no]
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barbershop tomorrow. with my dad. [the same one where i got my haircut the first time.] just for a trim-because my hair's getting far to long for my liking.
gah. *flail*

on the plus side one more day until I move back home [and live actually full-time instead of this weird unsettling limbo].
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as they've done for the past three years, to celebrate my going off to college [5 more days!].
A going-away party, if you will.
though i don't think anyone else knows just how much of a going-away party it'll be. :)

[And she called me "mister"-by accident on her part but still, I'll take what I can get.]

*sigh*

Aug. 1st, 2010 03:05 am
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my mother was doing so well.
talking to her about a cousin's friend who says zie's a boy [it's a whole mess of complicatedness].
me: "well, it's not a lesbian relationship if zie thinks zie's a boy."
her: "but [zie's] not a boy; [zie] has a vagina."
me: just because [zie's] not male down here-" *gestures towards genitalia* "-doesn't mean [zie's] not male here." *points to brain*
she didn't say anything.

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